himynameisanna.

- i'm short, fat and ugly.
- i currently should be studying for my maths test.
- i'm not very intelligent.
- i often fear that i'm going to get no where in my future.
- i have my ups and downs far too often.
- i hate highschool.
- i hate working.
- i always want more money.
- i wish i had a super adorable boyfriend.
- i am forever greatful that i met jessica klaebe on august 4th 2007. she means the world to me.
- the academy is... really are the greatest band.
- i miss germany.
- i want to be fluent in german and live there one day.
- i want to travel all over the world.
- i really hope in 2013 i go to america with jessica and chanelle.
- i dislike my family a lot, but at the end of the day, very deep down, i do love them.
- i can't wait to finish highschool. i'm not going to miss it.
- i miss being really close with lydia.
- i enjoy the fact that i'm still receiving birthday presents.
- i'm listening to a rocket to the moon right now. :)
- i am angry like all the time.
- i generally don't have the patience or tolerance to deal with the human race.
- i don't trust anyone.
- i always listen to everyone's troubles, but never tell my own.
- i wish i bothered to hang out with shanti and timothea more often.
- never do my homework.
- it actually scares me how much i don't care about my schoolwork.
- i am on facebook way too often.
- i really wish i was still living with my german family.
- my suitcase is still in my room and it's a mess.
- i find it annoying that some of my family and closest friends didn't bother to get me a birthday present.
- i have two major english essays which i haven't started, nor read the book for.
- i wish i felt comfortable enough with myself to wear tops/dresses without cardigans.
- i'm too scared to drive but it would be really helpful if i were on my p's.
- i like sitting with chris and jack at recess and lunch time instead of with that huge group.
- i have the most fun with jessica and our sing-a-longs and cruisin' on ze weekends.
- i'm sick of scene kids going indie all of a sudden. you're lame.
- i drink lots of water everyday.
- i wish very badly that i was tall, pretty and skinny. i would probably have a boyfriend by now.
- i love photos.
- i love slow, acoustic or sad songs way too much.
- i think this is long enough. i should study for my maths test. i'll bet i will be on facebook in less than 30 seconds.

hello germany.

Wow, it's so strange to think that for the past two weeks i've been in Germany.
Travelling is actually exactly what i needed, life was a major mess when i left.
I'm glad i left, it my opportunity to get away, it was my escape from life, from friends, from family.
Even though, i wasn't looking forward to returning home, it's always nice to have your friends welcome you home at the airport with a huge welcome home sign in their hands.
Jessica and Chanelle really do make me happy, weekends spent with them are always the best.
I don't even think Jessica could possibly realise how much she means to me.
I really do sometimes feel like i have the greatest friends anyone could ever ask for.

Anyway, i didn't realise how much i would miss Germany and the people i met there.
It's the strangest thing, knowing some people for just five days but being so close and still remaining in contact. i miss them so much. I know have my very own german family, who are the greatest bunch of people.
I would love to go back sometime soon, or just travel somewhere else. anywhere else.
It's so different, it's so fun and you really can learn so much.
I mean, i did go to oktoberfest, so that was one hell of an experience, haa.
I reckon saying i spent my seventeenth birthday in Germany has a pretty good ring to it too.
Gosh, I miss it so much.

I'm glad i went and had the experiences i had. I think coming back here now, things are better.
I just needed time off, a break from everything here and that's exactly what i got.
I'm finally content with my life once again.